Leesa White's IC Success Story
PART I – WRITTEN IN MAY 2017
Interstitial Cystitis – You Can Get Well
The Day It All Began
It was September 9, 2002. As
with many of the people I have met who have been diagnosed with IC, I remember
the exact date it all began. I was
leaving the next day for vacation, and I started having symptoms like I was
getting yet another bladder infection. I
had a lifetime history of UTI’s (I was in my early 50’s when I was diagnosed
with IC, but had my first UTI as a teenager), but I always just took the antibiotics
and got better. So I called my urologist
and got a prescription for Levaquin, and left on my vacation. The first round of Levaquin didn’t seem to
help, so I called my urologist and got a second round of Levaquin. That didn’t seem to help either. The frequency, urgency, and discomfort kept
getting worse. So I went to the local
emergency room (in Indianapolis, Indiana).
The doctor there did an exam and checked my urine. He said the urine was clear, but that could
have been due to the two rounds of Levaquin.
But he also said that, based on my symptoms, I might have a rather rare
condition called interstitial cystitis and he recommended that I get back to
Houston (my hometown) as soon as possible and see my urologist. That was the first time I had ever heard the
term “interstitial cystitis.”
The Diagnosis
I cut my vacation short and returned to Houston. I was able to get in to see my urologist the
day I arrived back in town. She gave me
some additional prescriptions to help with the frequency and burning. I continued to try and work every day (I work
in an office setting and have a fairly flexible schedule, but it was still
tough!). In the meantime, I researched
as much as I could about interstitial cystitis.
I would sit in front of my computer and my stomach would just flip flop
when I would read all the negative and depressing things written about the
condition. I hoped in my heart that I
did not have IC, but I wanted to know one way or the other. So I asked my urologist to do a cystoscopy
with hydrodistension to see what my bladder looked like. Although the “then” guidelines suggested this
procedure not be performed until a patient had symptoms for 6 to 9 months, I
did not want to wait that long for a diagnosis.
So on October 27, 2002 I had a cystoscopy with hydrodistension. The procedure showed the glomerulations and
bloody efflux suggestive of IC. I was
glad to have the diagnosis; however, I must say that I can’t recall ever
experiencing as much pain as I did following that procedure. The recovery room nurses tried to get me
comfortable, but even IV morphine didn’t do the trick.
Finding the Right Doctor
The next step after the diagnosis was deciding on a treatment
plan. I went to an IC specialist that I
located through the ICA website. He
wanted to treat me with DMSO. I told him
that was not my drug of choice and he told me that was his first line treatment
and if I didn’t want to do DMSO treatments, I should go elsewhere. I went elsewhere.
I saw a couple more urologists that “advertised” specialization in
IC, but didn’t find anyone more willing to work together with me than the
urologist who had done the hydrodistension.
The urologist’s knowledge of IC is obviously important, and the scope of
his or her experience with IC patients is obviously important, but it is just
as important that your doctor be someone who will listen to you and include you
in decisions about your treatment. My
urologist is a wonderful doctor – open-minded, empathetic, responsive, and
informed. Together we reviewed the
possible ways to treat my IC. I did a
lot of internet research, went to all the IC websites I could find, read all
the books about IC I could lay my hands on, and talked to many other IC
patients on the phone.
Chinese Medicine
I decided that I wanted to take the most conservative approach
first. Thus, I started out with a
natural approach revolving around diet modifications and Chinese herbs. I treated with a well-known doctor of Chinese
medicine who had quite a few other IC patients.
The program consisted of a specially prepared combination of herbs to
treat IC, along with a very stringent diet to eliminate the foods that
irritated the bladder. I started the
herbs and diet on Thanksgiving Day, 2002.
During the first 4 weeks, I noticed a definite improvement. My frequency and urgency decreased and, very
importantly, I was able to get a better night’s sleep (critical if you are
still trying to work!). I recall that by
Christmas 2002, I didn’t feel great, but I was able to enjoy the holidays. But then things started going downhill. Until that point, I had frequency and urgency
but no pain. In January 2003, not only
did the frequency and urgency become worse than they had been in the beginning,
but I also started having a great deal of pelvic pain and – what for me was the
worst symptom of all – constant burning in the vulvar and vaginal area (not
just after urinating, but all the time!).
The Decision to go on
Disability
The physical symptoms of my IC (frequency, urgency, pain, and
burning) made it very difficult to work.
The emotional trauma of what I was going through also made it very
difficult to work. But the straw that
broke the camel’s back was that I was only getting 1 to 2 hours of sleep a
night. I started to take sleep aids
(Tylenol PM, Ambien, Benadryl) to try and get more sleep. The pain became so bad that I started using
Vicodin on a regular basis. Between the
symptoms, the meds, and the lack of sleep, the quality of my work went downhill
and it was almost impossible to focus or concentrate in the office. So I had a talk with my boss (I was very
lucky to have a wonderful and understanding boss), and we agreed the best thing
would be for me to go on short-term disability.
Fortunately, my company’s short-term disability plan was quite generous so
I was financially able to not work for a while.
I went on disability towards the end of March 2003. As it turned out, I did not work for a little
over a year, and I truly believe the ability to take time off and focus solely
on getting well was a key factor in my recovery.
Plan “B”
I believed that the Chinese medicine was not working for me, and
decided to move on to Plan “B.” My
urologist and I just needed to figure out what Plan “B” was! I made a list of possible treatments, which
included: (1) Chinese medicine; (2)
Elmiron; (3) DMSO; and (4) long-term antibiotics. I identified the “pros” and “cons” associated
with each of these treatments. I had
already concluded that I didn’t think I could get completely well with Chinese
medicine alone. I had also already
decided that I would only try DMSO as a last resort. That left Elmiron and long-term
antibiotics. I knew of patients who had
had success with both of these alternatives.
After three weeks of wavering back and forth between Elmiron and antibiotics,
I decided to take the Elmiron. I got the
prescription filled, and took my first dose of Elmiron one night in about the
third week of March 2003. When I got up
the next morning – call it woman’s intuition, gut feel, a message from God,
whatever – I just felt in my heart that taking the Elmiron was not right for me
and that I wanted to try long-term antibiotics.
Neurontin and Long-Term
Antibiotics
Some patients like to try one drug at a time so they can figure out
which drug is working for them. I took
more of a shotgun approach, i.e., take numerous drugs and if one of them works,
thank God for the relief and figure out later which one worked. I had read the books by Catherine Simone, and
paid heed to her advice that the first step to recovery has to be to get out of
pain. Fortunately, my doctor was willing
to prescribe pain meds, and by taking Vicodin I was able to get my pain under
control enough to at least think and reason.
The majority of patients I had talked with who had gotten – and stayed –
completely well were the ones who had taken long-term antibiotics. Since I believed that my problem was due to
bacteria, that treatment plan made sense.
In the meantime, I had also talked to numerous people whose symptoms had
been helped by Neurontin (Lyrica was not yet on the market at that time). I decided to combine the Neurontin and
antibiotics to try to get my symptoms under control.
I started the Neurontin the last week in March. It was a good thing I wasn’t working, because
there was no way I could have worked the first 4 – 6 weeks I was taking the
Neurontin. I was in “la la land”: I could not read, I could not watch TV, I
could not pay bills or balance my checkbook, and there was no way I could
drive! The Neurontin affected my mental
capabilities, as well as my physical coordination and balance. However, after the first month or so, these
side effects began to decrease and my body began to adapt. I stayed on about 1200 mg of Neurontin for
about a year, and was able to function quite well at that dosage once my body
acclimated to it. The Neurontin really
seemed to help my symptoms, particularly the pain and burning.
About a week later, beginning on April 1, 2003, I started my
long-term antibiotics. At first I took
Augmentin, which is Amoxicillin with Clavulanate Potassium (the potassium salt
of clavulanate acid). Although Augmentin
had proved effective for some of the other IC patients I had spoken with, it
can be harsh on some IC bladders due to the clavulanate acid. My bladder turned out to be sensitive to the
Augmentin, so after about 6 weeks I switched to Amoxicillin. I stayed on the Amoxicillin until December 1,
2003 (gradually titrating the dosage downward during October and November). The dosage I took for most of that time was
250 mg three times per day, but your doctor should advise on the dosage as this
can depend on your weight and the nature of your condition.
The entire time I was on antibiotics, I did a number of things to
make sure that I didn’t develop an uncontrollable problem with candida:
- I took prescription
antifungals every day. With each
dose of antibiotics I took an oral dose of Nystatin. I also took a dose of Diflucan between 1
or 2 times per week.
- I took lots of
probiotics. Because the probiotics
can render the antibiotics ineffective if taken too close together, I
always took the probiotics no more than 1 hour (2 hours if possible)
before or after taking the antibiotics.
- I really, really
watched my diet. I stayed away from
anything with yeast or sugar. Thus,
I didn’t eat breads, ate only limited starches (rice, potatoes, pasta), no
fruits, and nothing with sugar (including the “sugar” vegetables like
beets, corn, etc.). I drank only
water, and after some months added peppermint tea. Absolutely no alcohol!
In addition to the above three precautions, I got lots and lots of
rest!
After about two months on the above
regimen (that is, Neurontin, long-term antibiotics, antifungals, probiotics,
Vicodin as needed for pain, and some occasional other prescription and OTC meds
as needed), I noticed a marked improvement.
I started being able to go to movie matinees and actually watch most of
the movie. I started sleeping better at
night. After about three months, I was
able to go out to dinner and enjoy a meal with friends. My symptoms gradually got better – on an
“up-and-down” as opposed to a linear timeline – but definitely better! I started tapering down on the antibiotics, and
was completely off by December 1, 2003.
It had been about 15 months since my symptoms first started.
Tapering off the Meds
I had tapered off the antibiotics, along with the antifungals, over
a period of approximately two months. I
had stopped needing to use Vicodin for pain, and beginning around January 2004
I gradually tapered off the Neurontin.
The last drug I came off was the antidepressant I had decided to take to
help me get through the healing process.
I had been on a very low dose of Lexapro (after trying numerous others),
and the Lexapro really helped with my outlook and attitude, which I believe is
important when recovering from any illness.
I was completely off all medications by June 2004.
Returning to Work and to
Life
As I was tapering off my meds, it took some months for my symptoms
to be completely gone. I still had
occasional symptoms – mostly frequency and urgency – for three or four months
after discontinuing the antibiotics. But
my symptoms gradually decreased until they were few and far between. I was still very careful what I ate and
drank. In fact even now, three years
later, I still stay away from anything acidic, anything citrus, anything spicy,
and anything made with tomato sauce.
In March 2004, after not working for almost a year, I decided I was
ready (and needed) to go back to work.
By that time there wasn’t a position available at the company where I
had been working when I got sick, so I updated my resume and started to “pound
the pavement.” I went to a job-related
seminar one day and ran into an old boss.
As it turned out, I was looking for a job, and he had an open
position. Talk about the right place at
the right time! So in April 2004 I
returned to work.
Thank Yous and … I Feel So
Blessed
I am [finally!!!] writing “My Story.” It is May 2007. It has been about three years since I recovered
from my IC. Every night I pray with my
mother, and we thank God for allowing me to be well again and to have my life
back. In addition, I am so thankful to
the team of medical professionals that worked with me, and to my family members
and friends who supported me. And a very
special “thank you” to the ICU of Texas (the support group in Houston) for
providing me not only with a support network, but was also a valuable source of
educational information regarding IC treatments and resources within the
Houston medical community.
Closing Thoughts
I am an IC patient. I am not
a doctor. I can only tell you in “My
Story” what happened to me, and what treatments worked for me. That is not to say that what I did would be
the best treatment plan for everyone or anyone else. There are IC treatments out there now that
didn’t even exist 4-1/2 years ago when I was first diagnosed with IC. But I will offer some thoughts and suggestions
to other IC patients (not be construed as recommendations or advice), as
follows:
- Get out of
pain! If you are in pain and if you
can’t sleep, then you can’t think.
You need to be able to think clearly in order to make decisions
about what you need to do to get well.
- Find the right
doctor(s). You need to find a
doctor that is knowledgeable about IC, that is open-minded, and that
listens to what you say. You and
your doctor should develop and monitor your treatment plan together. If you have more than one doctor, they
need to be willing to talk to each other and work together.
- Be your own
advocate. Since there are still
many questions about IC, you owe it to yourself to learn as much about the
condition as you can and to use this knowledge to help plot your course to
recovery. Chances are you may learn
things that your doctor(s) may not know!
- Maintain a
journal. It is very helpful to
maintain a journal, diary, or log of some sort to track your medications,
your symptoms, and your progress.
This will be helpful not only to you and your doctor during your
recovery, but can also assist you in helping others in the future.
- Establish a support
network. Whether it is family,
friends, other IC patients, an “organized” support group, your physicians,
or a combination thereof, establish a support network to help you get through
this. It is a very tough condition
to deal with, both physically and mentally. The people who really care about you may
not understand the condition, but they do want to help you. Let them!
- Be patient. Dealing with IC is hard, especially when
you want to or need to keep working, or when you have a family to care
for, or when you don’t think you can stand the pain or go without sleep
any more. However, my personal
experience and that of most of the people I have talked with is that the
recovery process takes time and has its “ups and downs.” Over time, the “ups” become more
frequent than the “downs” until, eventually, you are well again!
- DON’T GIVE UP! When I was first diagnosed, I was told
over and over again that very few people with IC ever get well; that they
just learn to manage their condition.
Basically, I was told that the disease is chronic and that while
you may go into remission, you are never cured. I have been symptom-free from IC for
over 3 years now. Although it may
be just a matter of semantics, I prefer to think of myself as healed,
rather than as in remission. If my
IC ever returns, I know that I’ve gotten well once before and I can do it
again. So don’t ever give up hope …
YOU CAN GET WELL!!!
PART II – WRITTEN IN NOVEMBER, 2019
The Unexpected and Unthinkable – My Bladder Symptoms Returned
This is an update to my IC story written in
May 2007. Sadly, my bladder symptoms
returned in August 2018 after almost 15 years in complete and total remission. When I say “complete and total remission,”
that means zero bladder symptoms, zero dietary restrictions, and zero limitations
on activities. In other words, I was
living a totally normal … and very happy … life! I could sleep for 8 or 10 or even 12 hours
without getting up to pee (or maybe getting up once)! In fact, I peed less than all my friends. I was able to travel, to play tennis, to
hike, and to do all the other activities I enjoyed. I was able to drink coffee and alcohol every
day … but I still stayed away from really spicy and citrus foods because I had
grown accustomed to that after many years of avoiding these foods.
The Day It All Began … Again
As was the case in September 2003 when I had
IC symptoms “the first time,” I remember the exact date and what I was doing
when my IC – now called Bladder Pain Syndrome or “BPS” – began again. I will use the terms IC and BPS
interchangeably herein. My sister was
visiting from Ohio and on August 17, 2018, I began having bladder symptoms. I can tell the difference between a “regular”
UTI that will respond quickly to a relatively short course of antibiotics,
versus a deeper infection that cannot be so easily treated. I knew this was not a “regular” UTI. As discussed below, when my bladder symptoms
returned in August 2018, there were a lot of circumstances that I believe combined
to create a “perfect storm” scenario that led to the return of my
bladder symptoms.
Microscopic Colitis
It started in 2010 when I was diagnosed with
a condition called microscopic colitis (“MC”).
Until 2008, I had suffered my entire adult life with constipation. So I was surprised in 2008 when I started
having bouts of diarrhea. It got bad
enough in 2010 that I went to my GI doctor to have it checked. My GI doctor did a colonoscopy and diagnosed
me with MC. For MC patients, the colon
looks normal but biopsies show that there is inflammation and / or a thickened collagen
band in the colon walls. So my GI doctor
put me on Asacol. The Asacol made me
pretty sick, so I stopped it and started using OTC Imodium. From 2010 to 2013, my MC was totally
controlled with one Imodium per day. In
2014 and 2015 I had to increase my Imodium to two per day. During these five years, I did not need to
restrict my diet or activities at all. Then
in 2015, the Imodium no longer worked, and I was having watery liquid diarrhea
(i.e., no formed stools) many times per day and when I had to go, I HAD to go NOW!!! It was awful, but my bladder was not impacted
at this point.
By 2015, the GI doctor who had diagnosed my
MC had retired, so I went to a new GI.
She started me on a steroid called Budesonide. I really did not want to take a steroid every
day, but this steroid is purportedly not systemic and supposedly only acts
inside the colon (I would debate that … although I think it is less systemic
than, say, Prednisone). Fortunately, the
Budesonide was effective for me, and within a matter of days I was having
normal bowel movements. Some people
diagnosed with MC only need to take Budesonide for two months and then wean off
and are in remission. Unfortunately, I
was not one of those people. After two
months I weaned off the Budesonide, and relapsed within weeks thereafter and
needed to start taking the Budesonide again.
Fortunately, as before, the Budesonide worked quickly and my life went
on. During this time, my bladder was as
calm as could be. In fact … what
bladder?
My GI doctor told me that I had no dietary
restrictions with the MC (in hindsight, I’m not sure that was good advice), so
I rocked and rolled and enjoyed my life.
I continued working, continued traveling, continued playing tennis, and
continued to eat and drink whatever I wanted … including coffee and alcohol. I retired in June 2017 and really enjoyed my
first six months of retirement. Then in
January 2018 I decided to try to wean off the Budesonide again. My doctor weaned me off over the course of a
month. Within a month after that, my
symptoms had returned. Strike 2! I had planned a tennis trip to Italy in May
2019. I took that trip, but it was
really challenging with the constant watery diarrhea. I had to skip all the morning tennis
(playing), because that was when my diarrhea was the worst. And the long flights back and forth to Italy
were really difficult. But I am glad I
went, and I enjoyed watching the Italian Open.
And I did eat the Italian food and drank the Italian wine with no
bladder issues.
When I got back from Italy, I decided to work
with a nutritionist to get my MC into remission with diet. I had read that other MC patients were
successful with this, and my nutritionist said that she had helped others heal
from MC. My nutritionist relied on the
MRT – LEAP protocol, and after conducting the necessary tests, she placed me on
a very restricted diet. I began the diet
on June 16, 2018. Over the next 6 weeks,
I lost 25 pounds. Fortunately (I wouldn’t
have said fortunately before this all started), I was carrying enough extra
weight that I could afford to lose 25 pounds.
However, the diet the nutritionist had me following did absolutely
NOTHING to help with my non-stop watery diarrhea. Still, at this point, my bladder was fine. After about 2 months I realized that the diet
was not going to alleviate my MC, and went to my GI doctor and asked to re-start
the Budesonide. I re-started the
Budesonide in early August and, fortunately, it began to help … again … within
a matter of days.
My System Was Weakened
The whole experience with my MC had really
drained and weakened me. Plus I was
totally depressed about dealing with the MC and the probability that I would
need to be on steroids the rest of my life.
My GP suggested I try the low FODMAP diet, so I was doing that and
continued losing weight. I became very
anxious, so asked my GP to recommend a psychiatrist (I had been seeing a psychologist,
but felt perhaps temporary medication might help with my depression and anxiety). The psychiatrist prescribed Wellbutrin to
take in addition to my Lexapro (I have been on Lexapro most of the time since
my husband died in 2001). I took the
first Wellbutrin pill on August 17, 2018.
As indicated above, my sister was visiting from Ohio and I told her the
pill made me feel really strange. Later
in the day, I told her I was getting bladder symptoms. It really scared me, because it did not feel
like a “regular” UTI. The next day I
took another Wellbutrin pill, and the bladder symptoms got worse. So I stopped the Wellbutrin. As my sister was leaving to return to
Cleveland, she said she prayed that my IC was not coming back because she knew
what that would mean. Sadly, that is
what happened! I went to my GP for a
urinalysis which – no surprise! - came back negative. But my bladder symptoms were still
there. This was not a “regular” UTI!
Things Are Different Now Than In 2003
Dealing with BPS in 2018 is very different
than it was in 2003. Some of the
differences are listed below.
First, the American Urology Association (“AUA”)
issued guidelines in 2011 (revised in 2014) for the treatment of IC. The AUA guidelines set forth a six-step
protocol to be followed in treating IC (in my opinion, some of the recommended
treatments are barbaric). The guidelines
also list protocols NOT to follow, the first one on the list being long-term
antibiotics. Therefore, doctors are
reluctant to prescribe long-term antibiotics.
This is especially true because the overuse of antibiotics has led to
many antibiotic resistant infections. So
there is currently a trend to avoid over-prescribing antibiotics.
Second, in 2016 the CDC issued guidelines for
prescribing opioids for chronic pain. As
a result of these guidelines, the majority of doctors are now reluctant to
prescribe opiate medication to their chronic pain patients.
Third, there are now many social media forums
(Facebook, YouTube, Instagram) where BPS patients can connect and find out more
about their conditions and how to treat them.
This is a positive thing, since this ability to “connect” did not exist
in 2003 to the extent it does now.
Fourth, there are now new testing methods
that are superior to the dipstick and agar plate culturing that doctors have
relied upon in the past to determine the presence of a UTI. The new methods involve PCR and DNA testing,
and are being increasingly relied upon by doctors to identify and treat
difficult infections.
Fifth, and this is specific to me, my treatment
is going to be challenging. I am now 15
months into my bladder symptoms. But at
the same time my bladder symptoms started, my vagina went completely out of
whack. I think my body was just so weakened
and susceptible, that bacteria just found their opportunity to wreak havoc. I was 68 at the time and had been
post-menopausal for 10 years. I had
never taken any estrogen or HRT treatments, and had never had any issues. But everything changed in August 2018. I went to three doctors (two urologists and
one urogynecologist) before finding a doctor (the fourth one I saw) who would
even examine me. He diagnosed me with
advanced vaginal atrophy, and told me I had zero good bacteria in my
vagina. So his first focus was to “fix”
my vaginal issues. At that point in time,
I only had pain … I did not have any frequency.
When all this was going on, my 90-year-old mother began to decline
rapidly. My sister told me if I wanted
to see her again before she died, I needed to go to Ohio ASAP. So in mid-September I flew to Ohio. It was a REALLY hard trip, but I did get to visit
with my Mom one last time. She died two
weeks later, and I flew to Ohio again for the funeral … another REALLY hard
trip (physically and emotionally). In
the meantime, we continued to try to get my vagina straightened out. I was shoving things up my vagina every
night. Steroid cream at first
(Clobetasol), then Boric Acid capsules, then Amphotericin B vaginal
suppositories. I took numerous rounds of
oral antibiotics. Then began using
Estradiol cream vaginally. Between the
antibiotics and the Estradiol cream, I got an overgrowth of Candida glabrata
and have been trying to get rid of it ever since. This urogyn basically gave up on me (well … at
least he tried?), and referred me to a vaginal specialist. I got an appointment for six months
later. I could not wait that long to be
treated, so I went to see another GYN who I could get in to see sooner. She tested and confirmed I still have Candida
glabrata, so we treated first with Amphotericin B for 2 weeks (did not work)
and I am now using Boric Acid suppositories for 2 weeks.
Treating My Bladder Issues
I have been taking Gabapentin for about 1-1/2
months. This time I worked up to 1500 mg
gradually (rather than immediately starting with 1200 mg as in 2003), thereby
avoiding the “lala land” period I went through in 2003. I am just starting to notice that the
Gabapentin beginning to help with my pain.
I also want to take long-term antibiotics
because, while I believe the Gabapentin helps with my pain, I believe long-term
antibiotics are necessary to heal the bladder.
But taking long-term antibiotics will be a challenge for me this time
around for the following reasons:
(1)
I am older now (69 vs 53), and my body is not as resilient as it was 15
years ago.
(2)
I have MC and am on daily steroids.
Not only does this weaken my immune system, but oral antibiotics will be
really tough on my colon.
(3)
I am still having vaginal issues and cannot get rid of my Candida glabrata
infection. Taking long-term antibiotics
will almost always cause yeast, no matter what you do to try to prevent it (at
least, that’s my opinion). Starting out
of the gate with a yeast infection is not a good thing.
(4)
Long-term antibiotics can cause clostridium difficile (“CDiff”), which can
be fatal. I have had CDiff in the past
(before 2003) and NEVER want to go through that again.
So I would be lying if I said that I am not concerned
– well, downright scared – to take long-term antibiotics again.
I am seeing a doctor later this month who
does believe that long-term antibiotics are required to heal the type of bladder
infection I think I have. I am hoping
and praying that my body will tolerate the long-term antibiotics and that my
bladder can once again be healed and I can begin again to live a happy, meaningful,
and fulfilling life. The next time I
update “My Story,” I hope that is the news I will report.